Kill My Thought

Devoid me of thought
that'll be the end of grief
the solution to pain
or..."peace", to be brief.

can't sleep any more at nights
can't kill the pain with a drink
shadows keep haunting me
all because, i think

my mind is playing tricks on me
and my heart, creating traps
i am being ruled by fake emotions
and am hallucinating mishaps

you may find me a little weird
and i accept that too
but i am scared of you all
i see wolves in you

being close to death may be difficult
but feeling that you are, is more
then you think you are losing it
but again, how to be sure?

i'll get rid of all love and joy,
and envy, and fear and lust
may be i'll get rid of myself too
but help me, kill my thought first!