A Promise

i can't see, but my heart knows
inside you, how the pain grows
every drop of tear you shed
i feel my cheeks burning instead
i want to die, taking with me, your pains
leaving you behind, free from all chains

my soul collapses, my heart is breaking
yet far more pains that you are taking
a final solution to tears may not yet be known
but you know you just need some time, on your own

the lover inside me, save him from dying
he can but die for you, can't just see you crying
i am hallucinating now, can hear you weep
but my world is a cobweb, i've got promises to keep

whole long day, i made friends with the knife
but how the hell will that help you, if i take my life
i know perhaps you don't love me, or may be even you don't know
but my breathes start falling, if i think of letting you go

i'll stand by you forever, just for a glimpse for your smile
i've thought too much, i know, without you, i am fragile
i may or may not have joys for you, but can take away your sorrows
i am going to give you my life, i'll live or not, God knows



- i cud have had twenty more poems published after this date but all wud have looked damnly similar.... so just one of the ones...